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I LOVE DEATH NOTE!
On sunday went to kino to buy manga. Deprived of it for maybe a few mths. I should be doing my assignment but i'm playing RO now... xD no lah. i'm doing tonight. Death note's movie is coming out. Saw the poster in hong kong.... so excited!!!!! DEATH NOTE DEATH NOTE DEATH NOTE DEATH NOTE *___* posted by Regina Ying at Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Today attend morning mass. When the mass ended, my mother told me something extremely funny. wehn she was walking out of the church, she heard 2 little girls talking. Here's their conversation:
little girl 1: Are you going home now? little girl 2: I'm not going home. I'm going to eat chicken rice at a place in singapore. HAHAHAHAHA!!! I laughed all the way home.... so damn funny! But it's kids' talk, who can blame them? Lucky they were not sitting near me during mass or else i will be laughing during the whole session. xD Later going to taka to buy comics and art stuff.... Oh ya, my auntie has sent or sending today, the 2 boxes of dolls! Yay.... should receive them by next week. ok nth else le... i'm still laughing at the conversation... xD posted by Regina Ying at Sunday, August 27, 2006
my father just got discharged from the hospital. His operation was ok. But his hand is still swollen and 'black' cos of the blood clot. He needs to go for physiotherapy. haiz...
I dunno...i have this feeling that we won't have money for the future.... maybe i'm just being paranoid.... this week's class damn sian. Visual composition, all abt how to compose a picture using some stuff given to you. 9-12pm. 3 hrs of class and can go home le. Damn slack rite? hahaha... but also a waste of transport fare.... X__X After 4 weeks, i'll have another 2 weeks of holiday.... the system is really crazy man... The teacher, Kee Jan, is quite ok. He likes to laugh at what he says... xD And i didn't know he has a small ponytail! hahaha... and also an earring on one ear. And he looks like in the late 40s? So happening... xD The high rate RO can finally work! But all my characters are GONE WITH THE WIND!!! Arghhh....nvm. My aunty still haven't sent the dolls to me. And i haven't sold my other dolls. Just can't find a way to go to the post office. I can't possibly bring a box of doll to sch... and on the way home, go to the postoffice. It will be weird. Hmm... ok i'll try tmr. haha I think many schooling ppl will be having their holidays soon. I'll be in sch.... haha. My sch system is crazy. Feel like going out with stc friends again.... and spend time with xiuling they all... posted by Regina Ying at Thursday, August 24, 2006
Waiting for the hospital to call so that me and my mother can go there to visit my father. He had an operation on the broken hand. Haiz.... i'm so scared of operations.... so painful....
Once i watched an operation on my late grandma's eye. Video-tape one. It isn't bloody at all, it's interesting.... Oh gosh i just broke the tablet pen holder...my bro's gonna KILL ME. I can't figure how to fix it back! nvm, here's another fun quiz from nw....heh heh 1. Name: regina 2. Middle Name: lauren 3. Location: singapore 4. Place of Birth: singapore 6. Male or Female: female 7. Bus: 174, 855 9. Occupation: student 10. Initials: ry 11. Screen Name: reg, chrome Your Appearance 12. Hair Color : black 13. Hair Length: short 15. Best Feature: not sure.. 16. Height: 1.6m 18. Glasses: ya 19. shoe size: between 7 to 8 20. weight: sry *close door* Your Firsts 22. First best friend: Esme 23. First Award: several awards.... plus chinese orchestra SYF silver in pri sch 24. First Sport You Joined: never joined sports as cca 25. First thing you did today: wake up... 26: First thing you ate today: cheese bread 27. First thing you said today: dunno... just talked to my mother.. 28. First Love: NA Favorites 29. Movie: lord of the rings, Narnia, finding nemo & a series of unfortunate events!!! 30. TV Show: that 70's show and other sitcoms, anime, i shouldn't be alive 31. color: green, orange 32. Rock Band: linkin park, do as infinity, keane, hoobastank etc 33. Place to get groceries: ntuc 34. Food: noodles, cheese, meepok 35. Season: winter 36. Candy: japanese traditional sweets 37. Sport: badminton, swimming 38. Restaurant: japanese restaurants 42. Animal: wolf and fox 43. Book: LOTR, Narnia, manga 44. Magazine: jap. comic and fashion magazine Currently 45. Doing before you started this survey: watching tv 46. Thinking: of when i'll go visit my father 47. Wearing: clothes...=__= 48. Crying bout: i still can't draw properly!! 49. Eating: nothing 50. Drinking: nothing 51. Typing: this survey... xD 53. Listening To: Zeng Xiu Cao songs 54. Thinking about: wat i just typed above... 55. Wanting: lock myself in the room & draw 56. Watching: the monitor Future 57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: probably working... i think 58. Kids: 2 59. Want to be Married: ya...it'll be hard for me 60. Career in Mind: comic artist, graphic designer Which is Better with the Opposite Sex 63. Hair color: black 64. Hair length: short 65. Eye color: green 66. Measuremnts: abt 1.7-1.8m 67. Cute or sexy: cute 68. Lips or Eyes: eyes 69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs 70. Short or Tall: tall 71. Easygoing or serious: both 72. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic 73. Good or Bad: both...bad in a good way... 74. Sensitive or spontaneous: sensitive 75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship 77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: er... none Have You Ever 78. Kissed a Stranger: oh pls...no 79. Had surgery: no 80. Gone commando: no.. 81. Ran Away From Home: thought of it... but no 82. Broken a bone: no 83. Got an X-ray: ya 84. Been on a cruise: no 85. Got a car accident: no! 86. Dumped someone: no.. 87. Cried When Someone Died: yes 88. Cried At School: long long time ago... Do You Believe In 89. God: Yes, all the time! 90. Miracles: ya 91. Love at First Sight: ya 92. Ghosts: every night i got insomnia just by thinking of them... but i hope not to see them in person 93: Aliens: no... but nice to imagine 94. Soul Mates: ya 95. Heaven: Yes! 96. Hell: er...i don't think so... 97. Answered prayers: ya, prayers will be answered.... SOONER OR LATER. 98. Kissing on The First Date: nope.. 99. Horoscopes: sometimes... Answer Truthfully 100. Is there someone you wish you had: ya posted by Regina Ying at Tuesday, August 22, 2006
I'm over the moon!!!!
My brother just lend me HIS KEANE CD to listen!!!!!!!!!! UNDER THE IRON SEA!!!!! SO HAPPYYYY!!!!!!! ^_____^ Ate some army ration food my bro brought back. 1st bite was quite nice. a few bites after, it's ok. Another few more, Not that nice liao...for certain food. Looks disgusting, but actually tastes nice. I'll show you how it looks like later... Copied this from nw with her permission...xD. It looks like fun. 1. what do you do when you're mad? - curse and swear continuously 2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? - shout out from the window that the person at the carpark washing the car, looked up at me. xD 3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad? - nah... 4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad? - nope... only used the xiao ren method. 5. do you curse when you're mad? - ALOT *Crying Section* 1. last time you cried your heart out? - erm... when i got the artist's block in july 2006 2. ever cried yourself to sleep? - yeah. sometimes, cannot sleep after that. 3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder? - nope. i cry alone. Only my mother sometimes sees it. 4. do you cry when you get an injury? - if it is very fatal that i'll die or lose a leg or arm. Other than that, no. 5. do certain songs make you cry? - ya. *Pain Section* 1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else? - er... i dunno, i can't rmb. Ignored a friend until she never talk to me? 2. how depressed can you get? - cursed God. Oh boy, was that wrong to do. And never talk to anyone else and had little reaction to people. *Happy Section* 1. how much do u smile? - dunno. Don't really notice.. 2. what can make you happy? - going out with friends, music, manga, anime, dolls, computer, daydreaming. 3. do you wish you were happier? - ya, who wouldn't? 4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy? - Ya of course!! *Love Section* 1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them? - my family members 2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her? - no 3. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry? - sort of lah... 4. has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you? - huh? don't be silly... *Hate Section* 1. have you ever hated anyone that broke your heart? - no 2. do you hate Bush? - Hell ya.. *Self-Esteem Section* 1. is your self-esteem extremely low? - 60 feet underground. 2. do you believe in yourself? - not alot. In drawing terms, i have quite alot. 3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty? - aiya, pls lor....where got?! 4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat? - ya... 5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough? - yup, but never did it. Who would take action?? 6. are you happy with who you are? - erm...i dunno. More of grateful than happy. posted by Regina Ying at Sunday, August 20, 2006
My newly discovered goal. Or Rival.
Hans Tseng. His comic is damn good lah! First time i've been so engrossed in a webcomic. No webcomics i've read have ever been this enjoyable. I'm still figuring out how to get screentones... it sucks when you don't have $$$. Last time, he kept changing the 1st few pages of the comic... now got a start liao... I wonder how old is he.... if he's an adult, i can have peace... I still got time for improvement... i wonder if i'll ever improve... my drawing still looks the same as last year... if not WORSE.. But he has helpers in the making of this comic. Got a few friends to help in editing, storyline and stuff like that. I am working alone! xD So in that case, it's not really a fair fight. But his drawings are very good. The proportions and faces are almost accurate, not like the other webcomics. New motivation for me to continue my manga no matter how ugly it is. Just CONTINUE!! I still have to improve alot more. GANBATTE!!! *Note: Ellen Degenerous's birthday is Jan 26. She's 48... and she's damn funny! Oprah's fav colour is GREEN!!! hehehe... Oh my father has sprained his arm! By playing NETBALL. He's not that fit you know... Oh man... now he got this bandage arm rest. Haiz... Abit scared of him now cos he will throw tantrums easily now. Must do what he says.... open bottle for him, take this and carry that for him. Now on mc. I hope he gets better. He has to go for operation!!! I will pray for him. He thinks i'm happy that he's injured yesterday. Oh no man, you're WRONG! I'm so sad ok... it's cos we erm... like to chase him away. But who wants your own father to get injured and be happy about it??? Hmm ok.. better get on with drawing... actually getting kind of tired of it but must perservere! posted by Regina Ying at Friday, August 18, 2006
ok this is serious man...
I REALLY REALLY need to complete my manga. And I REALLY REALLY need to have a dot com website. I'm going to enter this competition held by MDA and they allow webcomics! So... i have to get pumped up all the way, ALL THE WAY!!! It's one step closer to my dream and i have to work very very hard. Fail this competition, NEVERMIND! I WILL COME BACK! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! There are plenty so must keep an eye out. But still need to work on my manga and website lah... I'm very confident that my works are better than others in that category (comics). But.... aiya i dunno lah... I CAN DRAW BETTER THAN THEM! YES! ok i shall go back to daily entries... I think i'm hooked on talk shows... Ellen Degenerous (sp?) and Oprah Winfrey's show are some good ones.. Ghost whisperer is soo inspirational.... not scary at all... hahaha... dunno how they do the sudden appear thing... cool man posted by Regina Ying at Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Right, a list of things i want to, should be, going to be and am doing now:
Am doing: 1) Manga sketches on actual paper. 2) Brainstorming on improvised positioning of the flow and script for the manga. 3) staring at the computer That's about it... i'm practically lazing all day watching dvds... hahahahahaha Going to be doing: 1) look for missing accessories of my want-to-sell dolls. I think i lost them.... crap 2) continue drawing Should be doing NOW: 1) Taking pics of dolls that i want to sell and post up for anybody's interest. 2) Packing dolls into their boxes. 3) Scan artwork and upload to deviantart.... Want to do: 1) Download high rate RO... just can't seem to download! I miss my high wiz and my hard earned blushes... i was the only one wearing it out of all the players... can you believe that? Nobody wears blushes in that server.... i don't think anyone bothers to make one in high rated servers... maybe cos it's hard to make... or maybe i used to long way... hmmm 2) Go to post office to check shipping costs for the boxes of dolls. 3) Read finish Narnia. Maybe just touch and newapapers for once. 4) Start on my website... it will take ALOT of motivating... 5) Write out fanfic continuation on Nobody's girl...i can't catch that phrase when Mathia spoke to Remy.... it was in chinese and it was going fast.... why didn't i record into the cam??? ahhhh Is he going to england to fetch her or she go to france to be welcomed by him?? Did he say he want to marry her?? I missed so many details!!! 6) fanfic on Pretear which i didn't touch for 2 years.... Had many compliments but also complaints that i never update the story. Until this person wrote to me saying "Why didn't update it? It's been 2 years!!" My writing style and taste changed lah... i'll try 7) Write to animax to broadcast Nobody's girl AGAIN. Just need to watch again... not sure i'll do it...dun think so Erm... that's it. Hmm... do you guys like drama, heart-warming stories and relationships between people? I hope so. If you do, please look forward to the manga. C: hmmm, ok enough ranting posted by Regina Ying at Wednesday, August 16, 2006
I hate to admit this but Hiromi is the source of my motivation to continue my manga. The rest is based on the pros.
I can't lose to her!!!! In terms of colouring, she's FAR better. In terms of proportions and drawing skills, I'm definately better. That makes me feel at ease. BUT her webcomic is popular!!! AHHHH!!!! i can't stand it... Something made me realise that i can't sit here and surf the net all day and rot. My life can end any moment. I HAVE TO WORK!!! BUILD MY WEBSITE NOW!!! My mind is still confused, I dunno what God wants me to do for Him. But i know for sure i want to be a famous comic artist. my entries are so emotional lately...dunno why... am i going through a stage of change??? Hmmmmm..... so full of mystery I shall ask God in church tmr.... I sound sooo...erm... dunno how to say.... haiz... My bro has gone to watch a movie called.... i forgot. Has not come back... So sad that my mother wasn't really amused by Cars, maybe cos she's sleepy, can't concentrate. I think she preferred Over the Hedge. Both to me are damn nice ok lah must end.... my blog's getting very boring.... posted by Regina Ying at Saturday, August 12, 2006
Wait, am i missing something?
I feel like i'm being left out. In my entire life, it's always like that Alone in a crowd of people. Friends disappear when i look forward to them. I know God thinks about me but who else? They are my best friends but am i to them? I'm over-reacting. er... a poem... not really but it's about my true feelings... ya... not something you'll enjoy reading though... it's not harmonious... that's the whole point i think... posted by Regina Ying at Saturday, August 12, 2006
YUI ROCKS!!!
Her songs, lyrics and guitar skills just rock man! And she's only 2 years older than me. She's such an inspiration... Just came back from HK. Erm...ok not just...2 days ago. Hk is a really dusty and polluted city. I can't even see the building a few streets away cos of the pollution. Too much fog. Other than that, it's great! The food is the best! Dimsum is much cheaper and tasty. Of course i shopped for my dolls. I think the shopkeepers know me already. Cos i go there like everyday.... 3 times in a row. I couldn't get my dolls on the 1st and 2nd day, finally resolved everything on the 3rd day. So funny. Everytime i walk to the shops, those people just smile, or they were just plainly laughing at me.... =___= I always came with my mother cos i dunno how to say things in cantonese... she was like my translator...hahaha.... actually practically for the whole trip... I ordered 2 dolls... i've been chasing for them in that building for 3 days... They should arrive next or next next week. My mother INVESTED on a doll, which is my dream doll.... i will not reveal the price. I'm planning to sell her in future. But in the mean time, she will be in my doll family. But i secret plan to buy over from my mother. I really love her... Her name's Charlotte Gold. Her sister's still in HK i think... my aunt haven't sent her to me. Bought lots of anime figurines for myself and my bro. Bought a really cool large sized Blood+ figure for him. He will like it. My mother got her shoes and lacey clothes. I told her that she can't be hip, there's no hope... but she won't listen... xD She wanted to buy for me some of those lacey clothes that teens wear nowadays but i just hate following the trend... My father... hahaha... went to shen zhen to buy books. He bought lots of snacks too... Coughed all the way there...terrible man Ya...i think that's all... my mother spent all her money on the trip.... i feel so guilty spending so much $$$..... i think i won't be spending anymore in this lifetime.... enough is enough. I'm very happy with my doll family. No more dolls.... unless i sell my neglected ones.... then got space for just 1 more. IN THE MEAN TIME... I HAVE TO CONTINUE MY MANGA, WHICH I AM NOT DONE WITH THE DRAFT. GOODNIGHT posted by Regina Ying at Friday, August 11, 2006
BLOODY SORE THROAT/ THROAT INFECTION & FEVER!!!!!
TO HELL WITH YOU!!!!! If not for YOU, i could go for sakae lunch this friday!!!! *(^%%^#%$*&*$ posted by Regina Ying at Wednesday, August 02, 2006
dunno why keep getting sick...
Had a sore throat & high fever last last night.... then was very giddy and had a headache yesterday the whole damn day... but after taking the medicine it was better. Today, got horrible sore throat and i still feel groggy. My body too heaty already.... I have to study for my jap testwhich will be tmr!!!! i'm so tired!!!! haiz... i want to sleep and it's only 10am... I'd better be fine before friday.... got sakae with nw and fish.... and HK on sat!!!! My father was like taunting me last night: "Oh no... you cannot go to HK already... must stay at home...*hahaha*" Haiz....he's always like to scare me... if my bro were there, he will do the same thing. Speaking of my bro.... he's got a gf??? I dunno whether it's a actual relationship. Maybe like crush or what.... Maybe the girl has a crush on him... i dunno.... i can't figure out these kind of stupid things. Heard from my maid lah, the girl came to our house b4 not long ago but she wasn't allowed into the house. My bro wasn't in, i think. Then my bro lost his HP.... (gd, time for him to buy a new one)... my mother got his last bill after cancelling the contract. There was a call to/from CHINA. Of all places, CHINA... We thought the thief used it to call overseas but it was my bro who called. Call over to that girl.... hehehe.... so funny... I dunno whether she's from CHINA or singapore. It's giving me the creeps ok.... bad impression of china girls in my mind... You know, china women are so loud and like to scold ppl... Even worse, she's a CHRISTIAN and NOT catholic. WARNING WARNING Ok enough abt this matter... not that big but to my mother it's big. Cos she keeps hinting abt gf/bf relationships to both of us. I'm too young, tell my bro 1st. I'm not interested in these things. She's very excited, i know.... =__= ok, must go study le... posted by Regina Ying at Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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