Ok you can declare me as Fickle-minded Queen No.1.
The last part of the previous entry is false.

I've backout of the china trip. CONFIRMED
Hahaha... all of you will say that i'm crazy and so indecisive. Yes, i am.

It's been bothering me lah and not making me excited at all. It was a "feel like going" thing than "I MUST GO!!" thing, you know.
The reason i gave teacher was so stupid i think she will tell her collegues and say "This girl actually eager to go but now back out becos of this reason. What kind of reason is that??"
I KNOW she will say.
Told her i wasn't actally very eager in the 1st place but parents encourage so i joined. The more they encourage the more i didn't want to go. Her face was like "What the hell are you talking abt? Where got such thing one?"
I've spoilt my reputation towards her. I dunno how to face her if she teaches my class again.
I bet she will look at me differently now. Damn..
I was sad to look at her VERY disappointed face lor. Haiya, sorry. But this matter is a PAIN to me. I dunno why.
I just feel that something's going to happen.

The reason i have is very hard for me to explain lah. My mother doesn't even get it. I dunno how to explain. haiz....

But the problem is off my back. I feel light man.

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ok anyway, I'm currently interested in French history! hahaha
So cool sia. The name especially.
Found out that Louis XVI is the last of the french kings.
His father was a indecisive king but fond of arts.
Actually i was influenced after watching the anime "Le Chevalier D'eon".
Chevalier D'eon is a real factual person who is a man but claims he's a woman. He works for the King's (Louis XV) personal Secret Police. Very interesting sia...

posted by Regina Ying at Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Man how stupid, i forgot to put the tagboard after changing skin... >_<

Anyway, Saturday was completely fun!!! (28 oct 2006)
Planned to blog that day but i too lazy and tired and now i'm writing abt it 2 days later...-_-'''

Ok anyway, i had jap class so i joined them at around 1+pm.
I haven't revised my jap lah and the final exam is 2 weeks away man.
By now, i shouldn't refer to the notes but i had to cos i can't seem to rmb how to change from present to past all those things...haiz
Then i found my way to dolphin lagoon. Met uma, nw, xinyi and fish. Went for lunch at the foodcourt. The only cheapest eating place there. But the food not that cheap anyway, slightly more ex than other foodcourt.
Oh the 4 of them went to underwater world and dolphin lagoon 1st when i weren't there yet. Haven't seen the underwater place since primary sch.

Then, we went further down the palawan beach to look for a suitable spot to settle down and play ball. Fun man, but hit the ball until very pain. Can't rmb who wanted to play frisby, think it was uma. So fish and uma went to 7-11 to buy it.
Frisby was damn fun but tiring. A few mins and i'm sweating like crazy...and the weather isn't very sunny... haha
We took rests in between the game and played 'Truth or Dare'.

I tell you the place where fish and uma sit had really good feng shui lah. They always got selected. And fish was the most daring. She dared 3 times. We 'buried' her (only her legs), splashed her with water in the sea and rolled on the sand when her clothes are still half wet.

The truth qns were mainly erm...love and apirations.
Well, now i know more abt what's going on in our lives... very interesting, really.

Then at abt 6pm we went to vivo city to see where we can eat dinner.
My 1st time there and it's quite big. Big becos the corridor is so damn wide lah. Usual shops there that are already found in s'pore. Reminds me of that high class mall in HK where there's all the VERY branded goods there. But i think HK one bigger. Of course.

We went to harbourfront foodcourt instead. The same place where we ate our lunch the other time we went to sentosa.
Sat next to this couple and xinyi and fish were arguing abt wasting food. Me and uma could see that the man was already pissed with us, shaking his head and all that. I dunno whether he was out to spite us. When he and his wife finished eating, he told his wife: "Whoa so waste food..." and something something something....
Haiz crazy person... yet childish to 'copy' us. haiz...

But it was a great day!!!!

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Today is the start of new subjects. I have a feeling i won't enjoy them. I suck at both.
And i've decided to go China. Parent and peer pressure.
I'm still not excited to go actually. The 2nd year's are actually furious that me and my fren are going cos the trip is for 2nd yr.
My teacher sent the email to us what, not our problem lor. If you REALLY want to the place, i'll give it to you.
I actually HOPE that there won't be air tickets cos they said the tickets are sold out.
hahahaha.... i was laughing my head off (in my mind).
So evil rite? haha
Don't care lah, i just want to see snow and the scenery.
I just don't want to mix around with the senoirs. They look and sound very intimidating except 1 or 2.

posted by Regina Ying at Monday, October 30, 2006

I'm freakin' happy right now man..

Today, had class as usual. Zhang rong and Waisun weren't coming so nobody sitting at my row. So Clarence came and sat beside me to draw my SLR cam which i'm also drawing. Then Mark came and he sat at the same row. Then, clarence started talking abt his dreams... so damn funny sia!!
I kept laughing like a mad cow lah... mark's siblings' dreams were funny too.... his brother got killed by a chicken in his dreams.... My gosh that was sooo funny...
If anyone sits near clarence, you will laugh your head off man... i swear

And then i went off early cos i got soooo damn sian of drawing and went to Cine to buy the Death Note book xiuling talked abt yesterday. She bought it already... never tell me... haiz
So i went with all the bulky things, looking like an auntie amongst the cool teens... to buy the notebook.
It wasn't $9.90 lah, xiuling. It's $11. But still ok for a merchandise like that.
Hehehehe.... laughed all the way home. The book is damn cool. A little thicker than the actual movie one. It has what Light wrote in the book, those victims names.... so cool!

Then in the bus on the way home, i thought of when my aunty is coming to s'pore to visit and also bring the dolls.
Then when i reached home, there was a big parcel in my room! AHHHH!! My dolls came!!!
My maid thought i was crazy... hugging the box.
My aunty sent the dolls and also 2 packs of fish skin crackers.... yay!!

Here's some pics:


The parcel


The dolls and fish skin crackers

posted by Regina Ying at Monday, October 23, 2006

DEATH NOTE RULES THE WORLD!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!
I LOOOOOOOOVE IT MAN!!!!!!!!!!

The person who acted as "L", forgot his real name, also acted in NANA the Movie. WHEEEE~
I like both "L" and Light. hehehehe.
Ryuk looks damn cool man...

ok anyway, went to see it with xl, chris, siew qi (i think it's spelt like that), julius, ray, wenjun. The others couldn't make it. We actually wanted to go PS to watch but seats were taken. I was sooooo stressed up ok. So worried that can't watch death note... nearly wanted to cry....but i'm not so stupid lah...
So we went to Cathay and got tickets!!! $9... so ex man...
Then walked around somewhere near there.
Played Biliard in a nearby ulu ulu mall. So fun. I was the 1st to get the ball in!! hahahaha.
The experts (ray, julius, sq) played on a diff. table. The beginners on the other.

I found it hard to talk to xl and chris that much as before cos they got their own boyfriends for company. Ray, me and wenjun were like the 3 lonesome idiots. I didn't talk to Ray at all cos i dunno him and he's 7 yrs older than me. And i didn't talk much to wenjun cos i don't have anything to say to him also.
So i'm like "..................." and also sometimes listening to their convo.
It didn't feel like a guild meeting, it felt like a group date. Except there were 3 lonesome ppl in the group.
Wanted to talk to xl but just couldn't cos siew qi is also stuck to her so i can't possibly barge in between them rite? Same goes to chris with julius.
Sandwiched between couples holding each other made me want to erm.... i dunno. Very uneasy lah. haiz...
Lesson: don't go on a group date if you're single. Made me want to become a nun more. hahaha

I can't imagine myself like xl or chris in the future. Just stuck to ur the other for like forever. Can't stand it. I mean i got talk to them lah but not as much as before to catch up on old times.
And they love to tease me and wenjun. I dunno wats so fun abt it. I had enough of the nonsense.

Ok enough of this crap.
I'm not done with my drawings... oh no... but i'm just too lazy to do... haha
Can't believe Nadia skipped her drawing classes... she really hates drawing man... haiz...
I think the tagboard is fixed cos i put a new one...

posted by Regina Ying at Saturday, October 21, 2006

I think xinyi influenced me MORE into Princess hours man.... i'm like hooked onto it already!! That day when we talked alot abt it....
But even so, i really liked the show and comic. The show is so damn funny lah!
I think i'll go to her blog everyday cos got the theme song playing... hahahaha
My fav is that Lu, the real prince. REALLY like a japanese!!!!! The next Kimura Takuya to me... haha. I support him all the way!!!! yeah! And i like his character in the show.

ok today we check our TIMETABLE.
Oh gosh, why am i always seperated from my friends??? haiz...i mean i got some friends in my class but not many.
And WHY DID I GET NANCY AS MY MAJOR PROJECT LECTURER??!! omg i'm gonna die lah!
have to see her for 2 MTHS!!!! arghhhhhhhh
I haven't been to her class but heard alot of negative things abt her. She completely HATES late comers... haha. She's a late comer herself anyway. haha

Nadia sounds like she's really going to drop figure drawing and add dark room process, but told her might be be successful then how leh? haiz... she completely hates drawing lah.
Me on the other hand.... i was like jumping for joy when i got figure drawing lah... hahahahaha
My wish came true...
My other wish didn't come true. I didn't JAP!!! AHHHHHHH!!! I got creative writing... also ok lah. Only know Banglun in my class.... dunno who else....
Some lucky ones got jap.... haiz so envy them man....

I'm going to china. Confirmed liao. Shirley also confirmed liao. I just don't want to mix with the senoirs... so scary... i just find them equivalent as ghosts. Scary like ghosts... dunno why. So intimidating....
But luckily, we will be differentiated by our levels when we go there to study... whew...
Me and shirley are the only freshmen... so extra man... i bet those senoirs will talk abt us one... >__<

Going to watch DEATH NOTE with xl, chris, wenjun, monkey, julius and bao!!!!! WHEEE~ DEATH NOTE!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!! CAN'T WAIT MAN!!!!!!

And i dunno what's wrong with the blog and tagboard. Some pop-up for password and things like that...so irritating.... i can't even see the tagboard now....haiz... what should i do?

posted by Regina Ying at Thursday, October 19, 2006

GO OR DON'T GO TO CHINA?????

ahhh headache arrhhhh...


posted by Regina Ying at Monday, October 16, 2006

Today went to the club event at ACM with xinyi.
There wasn't much displayed there...haiz disappointing.
The food was good though. Ice cream, fried chicken. xinyi got an extra tempura.
After that, we dunno where to go so we deicide to go kino cos i wanted to buy comics...hahaha
Then in the end, we bought comics for ourselves. hehehe.... kept talking abt princess hours....
I still rmb song im introducing me to the book during maths....hehehe... so funny...
I was glad to go out today.... i need to be freed from the computer.
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I'll be self reflecting again so if you're very tired of hearing me talk abt this stuff then nvm lah. Very long anyway... i just love to rant....too much time in my hands to think abt random stuff..

1st:
I watched finish the whole series of Honey & Clover.

And i really felt what Hagu was feeling. I mean i'm not in love lah and i haven't had an accident that i could lose my right hand (TOUCH WOOD).
Ya, she said that if her right hand is paralysed, that means she can't draw, there's no purpose in her life anymore. She's going through rehab that kind of thing.

Oh man, this phrase just stroke right in the middle of my heart.
If i can't draw anymore, there's nothing else i can do in this life.
When i heard that my father injured his right hand, honestly, i was extremely scared. The operation was successful. He's also like doing some exercise to improve the condition.
Kind of a similar situation bah...

If it were happen to me, i don't think i can take it. Just like Hagu, she couldn't take the shock but she's very determined to heal herself.

So must take care of myself and yourself (if you're reading). Your hands does wonders to the world, no matter what you're doing. I sound so....creepy... >__<

2nd:
Watched a few more episodes of NANA.
When nana got cheated by her bf, she said she's not going to fall in love again cos it's so mah fan and painful.
Oh yeah man, i totally agree with that statement.
Even though i haven't been through that stage, i dun even want to go through that stage. SO TROUBLESOME.

XL loves to ask me who i like now when we talk or meet up.... my answer will always be no one. I'll always be in denial. Haiz... so troublesome... and i hate troublesome matters..
Being a nun must be great. I sound dead stubborn man.... heh heh...
Actually come to think of it ah, When all of us graduated from sec sch, many of us start having relationships. So funny... i dunno why but it's like so weird... hmmm.... got any explaination to this??

Eh ya lah that's all... i think too much.... too much time...

posted by Regina Ying at Sunday, October 15, 2006

Haiyo the tagboard, dunno why it's out of order...

Anyway, yesterday in the mrt on the way home i saw something very funny.

This teen his face has been poked by maybe 20+ metal piercings (big metal beads) all over. And i mean ALL OVER THE FACE.
Even the in the middle of the cheeks, forehead, and other unbelievable places. He's nuts!! And i almost laughed... there's nothing funny but just wanted to but didn't.
Then 2 girls who came in from the same station as him were sitting opposite me. That guy sat at the same row as me so i can't study his face le...haha
I heard them talking softly saying "whoa, can't imagine how am i going to sleep lah...so painful..." and i can't hear anymore. But i know they're talking abt that guy.

The uncle and an indian lady sitting right opposite him...haha their expressions....(O__O) like that. hahahaha

Just now found $8 in the hongbaos hanging on our pussywillow. It was the leftover from this year's CNY. My mother hung some hongbaos that are empty and got $$, then ask my bro and i to guess. Correct guesser gets that $$.
But i think i cheated in that game and didn't own up. My bro followed but he got caught.
I think i'll give the $8 to my bro bah. I feel so guilty...

I don't think i'll be going to china. Nobody's going with me!! haiz...save $$ better.

Can't wait for the chalet!!! If got space...

posted by Regina Ying at Friday, October 13, 2006

omg just received BAD BAD news...

Shirley thinks she may not be able to go to china..... OH NO!!!!!
Financial problems....
oh shit... ahhhhhhhh

If she don't go, then i also don't go. That's the reason why i agree to go. i don't want to be alone in a world where i can't communicate!!
And my mother will be encouraging me more to go.... stupid lah...
My father no need to say.... see his face, i already he wants me to go like siao. He's practically in love with anything concerning China.

I'm praying very hard now man...
Hope she can find a solution to her problems...

See how God arranges lah...

Anyway, my father called my aunty in HK asking when's she's going to send my dolls. I asked him to ask her...haha
She said she haven't send them. Last few mths she told me she may send on the 'next sat' until now. Same ans. haiz... Too bad the post office never open on sunday lah... and she work on sat.

Today's class is the same but veri confusing cos got alot of confusing lines to draw and worse, i didn't bring a LONG ruler. xD

Today's Oprah's show taught me to have self-acceptance and self-esteem....
3 yr old being VERY obsessed with her looks (demands make-up and reads VOGUE) and a 4 yr girl obsessed wth her weight are totally crazy! haiz ... kids nowadays are....getting from bad to worse....
Not like last time, playing together happily in the kampong with marbles or hop-scotch... xD
Oh i love those kind of days...

posted by Regina Ying at Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i've found out that i'm like blogging almost everyday.
haha

ok anyway, just wanted to post a screenshot of the CG illustration i'm doing. Not even half finished...



i dunno whether you all can see from here... might be too small.
But i'm trying my VERY BEST to colour it. I dunno, but my mother is still in denial. Said the hair still stiff. Ya, it's stiff lah. She cannot be happy abt the works i've done and liked. She always liked the ones i did and don't like. Hiaz... so contradictory...

erm, i discovered that i can't take my JLPT (jap lang. proficiency test) in december anymore if i'm going for that China thing. arhhhhh... i paid $ 21 for it....

ok i better draw SOMETHING on the sketch book for homework. I don't think my classmates touched it anyway... but just do lah.... hahaha ok that's all..

posted by Regina Ying at Saturday, October 07, 2006

Today i just watched Oprah Winfrey's show.
And it really touched my heart deep down.

50 of 50000 high sch students in america won the oprah's national essay contest on the bk "Night" by Elie Wiesel, a nobel peace prize winner & also the Auschwitz holocaust survivor.
Then their essays were very good man... i mean they quoted abit from their essay lah but very meaningful. Oh and they got $10000 college scholarship!! Whoohooo~

Anyway, some holocaust survivors were there too! All are very old cos it's like 61 yrs ago.
Then got one part, 2 of the high sch winners actually related Elie's story to theirs cos they're survivors in the Rwanda genicide. Then one of them got a reunion with her family after not seeing each other for 12 yrs.
Oh gosh, it's the 1st time i cried so hard for someone's happiness.
Their faces were extremely happy and grateful. Actually i dunno how to express their faces in words lah.

Whoa man, i'm still crying really hard...
I think my mother will come back and think i'm crazy crying so hard in front of the comp... haha

I learnt from this that i have to make full use of my life and do it well.
Oh, and make donations whenever possible.... xD

ok, the above made me sound like a fool.

I'm going to to Jilin, China for exchange programme in an art university with my friend.
Actually if not for her, i wouldn't go. I wanted to go but scared no one accompany me.
It's for a mth in DECEMBER. COLD UNTIL WE DIE. hahahaha
It's a 'if u want to go then go lor' thing. Not the teacher choose one.
So we have to pay everything by ourselves.... haiz... the poly can't even subsidise for us by just one bit.
And so the lessons will be taught in CHINESE. OH NO! And i can't converse in chinese!!!!
My biggest problem in my life.
I'm praying that Shirley won't backout suddenly and leave me alone.... but i don't think she will cos she seemed very 'confirmed' abt it.... xD

I'm going to buy the "Night" book. Must be nice.

posted by Regina Ying at Friday, October 06, 2006

Now i know Jews and christians aren't the same. I mean i knew that but i thought they were like the different branches of christianity. Like methodist or anglican etc...

They are their own religion.

I THINK Jews pray to God or Jesus but got different beliefs. Like Catholics.
Aiya dunno. Must find out.
I just suck at regious history lah.

Ok anyway, end of the 1st week of new term. Every fri no need to go sch... hehehe. Lecturer want us to finish up our work.
BUT got tons of homework!!
1) Draw a SLR camera on A1 paper. ENLARGED
2) Draw in the sketchbook. 20 pgs. NO COMICS. arghhhh. But i know they aren't allowed...

My cg is getting worse by the minute. It looks terrible. I've been staring the the comp for days.
Going to go even more blind by drawing the camera lah... aiyoh

Oh ya. My estate MAYBE handed to a developer and we MAY have to move house.
TO HELL YOU MONEY-MINDED FREAK.

I don't want to hand over the estate to that person/ppl!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!
But it's not decided yet lah. We are still voting abt the matter. Only when 80% of the residents here agree to move out then the deal is confirmed.
IF IF IF IF it's sold (touch wood), We will get 1.1 million and find a house.
I'm soooooo going to BLACKMAIL the residents lah.
haiz... PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO MOVE!!!!!

posted by Regina Ying at Thursday, October 05, 2006

Today so weird lah.

Two strangers came up to me when i was at the queenstown mrt bus stop.
Ask me to fill in a survey. Ok lor, no harm rite?

The thing is abt christian thing lah.... you know how christian churches and christians are like...
So one of them told me they are Koreans and the church they are representing have some branches in s'pore and korea. They want to preach some things to me abt something in the brouchure they gave me.

And 186 is coming very soon at that time, so i kept looking up at the buses while she was talking. hahaha. Sry abit rude, but 186 takes a VERY long time to come if i miss it.


Then she even asked me if i was free on sat or sun so that i can come to learn abt the thing they're going to preach. I was like... er.... no. Then luckily my bus came.
Whew!

These ppl are so pushy man. I always get bumped into ppl who want us to come to their churches! So irritating!
Not discriminating lah. My mother said "aiya, christians are like that one. Very agressive."
haiz... i think God is trying to test my loyalty to my religion. haha i dunno. I'm no matter how many times i've been approached, whether strangers or friends, i'll still be a catholic.

ok just now abit boring.
Now to more boring stuff. xD
Still cging an illustration halfway. Taking forever, but i think i've improve alot. I'll post it here when i'm finished. Or go to my deviantart site to see.

And there's this s'porean 11 yr old grl who's hooked on blythe obsession. She told me her father's going to buy her 2 dolls.
2 blythes. 11 yrs old.
Kua zhang leh. She damn choing man...
The others told me she's abit pesky... hahahaha.... loves to talk and ask qns abt the dolls. And that's what she's doing RIGHT NOW.

posted by Regina Ying at Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Got 3 parts of this entry.

PART 1:
Two days ago(sat), was really fun!!

Went to my bro's new army camp early in the morning at 8. He brought us round the camp. The bunks, canteen, training ground, weapon displays and other places.

His company is Golf.
A for alpha, B for i can't remember, C for charlie, D for delta, E for echo, F for foxtrot, G for golf, H for hotel. The H sounds really funny. Hotel company....hahahaha

The army stink is the same whereever you go. I mean if those army men pass you lah. They will leave the same kind of smell one... even my maid say she wash my bro's army clothes got that kind of smell...haha
This camp is looks newer than the one in Pulau Tekong.
The training ground looks damn nice lah. The high wall looks VERY scary lor. My bro could do the wall but he couldn't do the monkey bar and even injured his hand..
Oh the weapon display really cool!!! We got to hold the rifles. It's heavy but holding the rifles is just plain JOY man~
There's the grenade launcher or it looks like one. Fires small missiles one. And you know what? It's DISPOSABLE. hahaha. So fire once must throw away and run for your life, so must aim properly. hahaha. My mother said so waste.

So fetched my bro home then i went to meet some blythe collectors from the forum. 1st time going for the gathering. I brought 2 of my dolls. Met at Gelare in Citylink.
There were 6 people altogether, excluding the boyfriends of the 2 of the 6 ppl. And alotogether 14 dolls. xD
One of them brought all of her 5 dolls lah...so funny
Another had 18 dolls!! My goodness so many!!! I will not have more than 10. Maybe 8 is my limit.
Then there's an auntie also. Shocked lah. Amongst all of us young ppl, got this auntie come. Her name's Angie i think.

Here's some group pics:




This blythe belongs to Lynn. Damn cute lah...

And as usual, i'm the quietest. hahaha. Sorry, i'm always like that. Can't find words to say though i have alot to say.

PART 2:
Today (mon) was the start of the new term. Having 1 elective for this whole mth. Perspective drawing.
I tell you, it sucks man. So boring! My gosh. So technical and stiff.
And the lecturer talk and talk but we all go "Huh??". We didn't get what he said. So we didn't know how to construct the 'simple' cylinder. Haiz...

PART 3:
This is VERY random.
I think i'm picking up my liking for SweetS again. Been listening to their music nowadays. They're a j-pop group of 5 girls aged 12 to 13. But now 15 to 16. Sung for 3 yrs le. Peifu...they can dance very well also...
Aki, the leader, should have more lines to sing!!! She's not the main vocal... haiz... why make her the leader but she's a backup? Doesn't makes sense at all.
Miori is my 2nd fav... she's the prettiest of the prettiest! But also support vocal... haiz
The 2 is don't like are the main vocals (aya and haruna). And they're the most popular. haha
I have no comment for Mai the youngest.

posted by Regina Ying at Monday, October 02, 2006